Just another Night

I’m wide awake now,

Searching for a reason to sleep,

Rolling between the sheet,

Life’s never been so lifeless, aimless,

Rolled again to face the wall.

Walls so empty,

No photographs, no notes,

No memories to cherish for,

No family to lose,

No happiness to profuse.

Eyes wide open,

A spell of sleepless nights,

Searching for tuberose,

Searching for peace,

Dragging myself through the tiles.

Dug into blue light,

Life’s never been so rocky,

It kind of tasted like magic,

Still continued munching,

Till I felt nausea.

Returned back to bed again,

My bed was inhumanly cold,

No one to hold tonight,

No one to tell me,

To be bold.

Woke up with sore eyes,

Facing the starry ceiling,

Closed my eyes again,

To turn back,

Back into black.

Yet another tasteless mediocre,

Just another night,

Being alone,

Fighting for the light,

Searching for you, within me.